tote or sling bag?

hey!
i know im blogging after like some one week later...
hahah...didn't feel like blogging when i didnt have enough things to say...
i never do...hahah
btw these national day people are so retarded...
there we have people who are studying so hard and doing all sorts of researches to get the Phd...
but our own national day baggers (bag people)...they did a research on which type of bag was the most popular...hahahah a big L to them
a fun bag it seems...hahah
btw stacy called me up to ask about homework
what was she thinking???
no one in their right minds will do such a thing..but she did
but still thanks lah...'cos i dint know there was english homework...hahah
have not done alot of homework yet...
i am relying on the swine flu holiday...if we have...
it will be much of a help...hahhah
btw kavya im freaking pissed with you for chosing that blogskin
seriously man!
ohk womnan!
his face is all glossy and shiny...isnt there even one where he is with his normal face?
i mean robert pattinson is hot by himself....like a walking flame with human features
nvm its your blog
and yah...i went out with my baby cousin today!
i love him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and did shopping with him...hahhahahah
my mum entrusted him with a bracelet in a box worth 40 bucks!
so that he will not cry...and guess what he did?
put in his mouth....!!!!!!!
wth!
what in the world was he thinking??????
and he saliva dripping down from the box/mouth...
it was vair vair amusant
hahhah
and yah...
oh, i realised something too...
you cant go to restaurants with babies...
trust me...you cant
be it a higher end hotel or just some hawker centre near your house...just DONT
i mean suddenly there are babies everywhere...and they all behave the same...
they want it and that is it...
it is tres tres marde
anyways...my brother is being serious about his psle...ish
finally 'cos its time he did
but he doesnt have to worry...
i mean he is like some national athlete and has schools offering him seats...just like that
but look at me?
i slogged(not) all year long to score something good(not) and i end up in a good school(not)
hahahah
ohk TKGS is not that bad...i like it
btw to kavya: hey you cant escape 'cos im still waiting for your reply to the last sms that i sent you...hahahah we'll see if you can reply
lol..so yah
set my badminton inferno flaming today...hey im not that bad at it after all...
try me if you can...!
does that sound sick?
i guess not...
yup...so im like freaking bored...
hoping that my friend also namely nisha baskar would call me up and finally disclose that whatever stuff she almost said out the last time...
to nisha B.: tell me lah...vair vair curious...
i have totally no pridenosity
is there some sort of saying that goes all like'curiousity killed the cat'
and did i spell curiousity wrongly?
well you know what?
i don't care
'cos neither am i a cat..nor am i curious...yes im not
you don't have to tell me if you don't want to
nisha not telling me her secret is not going to spoil my mood...'cos i am on my way to lala land
i just got my ticket to the luuurve planet!
yeah baby!
im not sad over what happened the last time...
maybe you werent even worth being sad about...
but whatever it is...i LOVE everybody and i am HAPPY about that!!!!!!
bobo.

keep it cool
what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but its alright
im alright
just dance

to forget or regret?

hey!
hahah...went to baby cousin's house...was his birthday on wednesday
hahah...and then stayed over.
he is adorable...another person in the world to show love.
i just realised that the longer we live we have more people to show love on...that is cool right?
ohk so em...nothing else interesting lah!
i am missing alot of people right now...all 'cos of school holidays.
em...yah hahah
im sick and tired of haha-ing when i don't feel like it...
maybe its time i try to put myself first instead of trying to make the people i know happy...
it never pays off...
'cos in the end all they are going to is just forget your existence...
or hurt you so much that you feel sick and tired of being nice to others...
i hate you...very much...
go away...you have disappointed me and that is the last straw...
do you even care that there was someone who felt hurt by your actions?
of course you don't 'cos for all you care you will come across another million girls...
why did i even had to see you in the first place?
i will have been way better off without getting to know you in the first place...
again im sick of all these...
just when i was about to feel good about your company, you do such a thing...
i can only blame myself...its my fault...
i should not have had high expectations about this...
tres tres marde
go away...you are not in my life anymore...
don't want to look at you anymore...
bobo.

And now at last all the pictures have been burned
And all the past, is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us

grey cloth, grey skies and grey underwear

hey..
yah i wrote that title on my own will..
hey but that doesn't mean im wearing grey underwear..i doubt you will want to know..haha
anyways..em..have you heard of the vacum joke? well...IT SUCKS!
get the joke? vair vair amusant. you will if you are smart..hahah..if you are those patheticos who didn't ask me yeah?
well..yah..look i really don't know what to blog about..nothing is happening you know...well actually quite alot but they can't be publicised..haha
ohk..em STACY IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! welcome to the land of crap!
haha..yah..i went to the library yesterday :D..
i borrowed a book! yeah..but i went around the library in search of vampire novels..couldn't find any..
i would have been able to if my parents had bothered to bring me to the library more often than they brought me to other places when I was young..but i don't have to worry..
of course stacy will help me borrow a perfect novel with alot of "spice" inside...hahah know what i mean? yeah!
hahah..went little india to buy cloth for art..don't ask me why i went there..sandhya was the one who said i can get cheap cloth there...
haha..it was cheap..
ohk and then em..i gotta start on my homework you understand!?
im going to do all my homeworks properly and on time from term 3..i promise on nisha.. i have done that like 4 times..its a wonder nisha is still healthy..hahah..jkjk
i cross my fingers everytime i make that promise..that explains her still alive body (odour)..haha..jkjk
to nisha: look nisha..i am trying to blog..im not a novelist and i don't have things happening in my life..so i can only blog when there i enough to blog about...
i mean i can't have a post daily on my daily routine right?
ohk i just got an idea..a synopsis on my next post:
9.00am: wake up
9.30am: slack
9.45am: drink water
hahah..ohk ohk i'll stop..lol!
yah..ohk to kavya: hey..dude..seriously stop bothering me with facts that you love physics yet you love bio and alex tang being a mad rocket scientist..cos'...
I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yah..look i have better things to think about and better people to think about. ohk?
yah..
ohk look i really have to go..and do homewrok!
im proud of myself..
hey..geog workbook must do exercise 6.what?
and research on mandarin bay and what?
someone please bother to answer my cries of plea..not!
bobo.

the ocean may be bigger than the sea
but the water is the same.

Holidays are here baby!!!!!!!!!

hey..

finally im updating..hahah

after like a whole week..back by popular demand i guess?

anyways..em..holidays have started..and im starting to get bored..

seriously i never do my homework..so its counted as I have nothing to do...

a piece of realisation: suddenly everyone has a blogshop..why???

is it because of the recession?

So all the lazy dudes who are slacking and rolling around in your parents money..GET YOUR ASS MOVING!!!!!!!!

share the load..yeah...

well..got back results...

i think i faired well..A2 for overall...

but not enough..gotta try harder..

im going to use up the holidays and work on my maths..

seriously...i have no idea what else to do...

i go for tuition, i do 1001 assessments..

but i just cant score...*frustrated*

as usual my father was not impressed...y? he wasn't even happy..

can't be bothered...

to dad: please lah! If you can't be atleast a bit happy with what I score, you must have done some genetic modification to me so that I end up going to some RGS..or better still..no need to do secondary course..go jc straight..ip -1..

so yah..facebook has been my only source of entertainment for the past 3 days..

oh! Class Chalet!!!!!

was bloody balls fun!!!!!!!

hahah...

took loads of pictures in the beach..and near the barbeque pit..

hahah..sang halo like what 3 times?

Nisha wore a mini skirt...hahha...to a chalet..lol!

to nisha: facebook isn't only for bad people...its very fun..
with all the quizzes..you will love it...

btw, my facebook profile picture is the three of us in the beach! :D

yup..so that is all...nothing interesting...

oh...i have realised that i have taken a liking towards taking pictures..

like alot of them..

especially really crazy ones...

hahah..

btw, i have no idea if i should tke guitar classes...

because right now, i need to put in all the time and effort i have to improve my maths...

make sure i get an A1 for final years...so spending time in guitar won't really be that productive..

but if i pursue it next year..i'll be too old to learn..

15 years old and just beginning guitar????

WHat do I DO?????????????

anyways i gotta go..

shopping!!!!!!!!!!! Im getting new shoes!

hahah..

im missing school very badly...
and i dreamt of stacy and me last night...in my primary school..
stacy was wearing my primary school uniform..
it was weird..but very realistic..
and i got reminded of sarmila...
miss her loads..
to all the people out there: don't lose contact with a friend..cos' if you do, then its difficult to get it back..
a friend gone with the win...just like that.
bye

bobo.



Don't walk behind me

for I can't lead

Don't walk infront me

for I can't follow

But walk beside me

for I'll be there to share your happiness and worries

as a friend.

A average

hey...
omg i feel so accomplished can?
i got an A average...AHHHHHHHHHHh..according to what i calculated...
ecstatic!!!!
thank you ms della 4 giving me A2 for art despite the fact that my work was an eye sore to you...haha
science was fun... i like ms ngo..too bad she is gg away...
and than maths was normal..mdm surayah talked for half an hour of the lesson...
lit was boring..i dun like lit...
BUT for the first time ever in this year...i took down notes..OMG!!!!!!!!
such an achievement..hahah...
Art was fun..for the first time ever art was fun...
but frankly speaking...group work is nothing but TROUBLE.
its just difficult for everyone to be pleased with something...
and if that happens the easiest way to solve the problem is to tell; out what you think frankly...
at least we will know what you are thinking right?
i agree i took up the leading job on my own accord..so that we won't lose out...
and that doesn't mean i will eat you up if you tell me if you are unhappy with something or if you don't wanna do something...
i am just going to get you to do something else that you are interested..
nvm...and then apparently some dudette has HINI in Singapore...
she better be well quarantined...
scarely she come near TKGS then we all die ah?
OMG!!!!!!!
btw em...i miss my CmPS file...
we never cared about it when we had it with us all the while...
and now after struggling for 2 terms to produce something good...it feels very insecure t just pass it up just like that...
as in i just miss my file alot.
and then DEP was fun...a very ridiculous script indeed..hahah
there is drama tomorrow and CIP...which one should i go for?????????
im in a dilemma!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohk...and then to stacy: Dude i hope you are not pissed with me for saying that you have no life...sorry lah...
i will bring fruitplus for you tomorrow...
hahh
and yah..that was all for today...
my life is monotonous...
but somewhat im feeling peaceful and satisfied...
to know that my life is going the right way..
as in my studies is good..im making my parents proud of me..
and most importantly i have the right friends around me...
as in it seems like this is what it was meant to be like...
as if all the fights and quarrels was meant to bring us to where we are now...
im so glad to have such friends..
and most importantly i have to treasure them when they are there..
just few more months away and we can't have the chat session before assembly...
whispering during lessons...
teasing teachers without them knowing...
just being there for each other...the feeling of knowing that you're friends are always there for you...
what is depressing is that it was not this good last year...but now when everything is perfect when everyone knows who is their true friend and most importantly when we are all bonded as a class we have to beprepared to be separated...
i love 2e5...
i think no one is as bonded as we are...
go 2e5..WE RAWK!!!!!!!!
bobo.

i am here to tell you everything i wanted to all this while,
but you are already walking away
somewhere far.

Peace

hey...
i should really kill myself
i mean i don't deserve a blog...no i don't.
i can't blog about interesting stuff because MCQ: a) my life is monotonous. b) i can't type interesting things. c) i just don't deserve a blog.
pls chose the most appropriate answer and shade the correct circle in the OAS answer sheet..
hahah...lame!
hahah..that reminds me of friday...
Amanda kept on saying 'lame shitz lah you' for everything that i was blabbering out of hunger..
school was ok on friday...got back science maths and english results..
not very impressive..
there was this girl who came to my class to remind me to clear the recycleables by tuesday..
i had just finished changing into drama clothes..
'can i see the environmentalist rep?' she asks the class..
i walk out in my drama tee and fbts and she goes like 'you?!'!!!!!!!
i mean don't i look like an environmentalist rep?
and no thank you i don't need your answer
stacy had cramps..she had to miss DEP because of that..her cramps i mean...
DEP was fun...as usual..
had lunch with seniors before drama started...
umairah was practically crying to go to videworld for lunch...
had dispute to make her understand that we cant go out and have a decent meal in that 5 minutes we had...
talk was about the new instructor coming in to take us..
went like 15 minutes late and so new instructor already started on with warm ups...
amanda disclosed that Mr Matt was getting fired!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
the new guy was terrible...
he did slow warm up for 1hr15min...
that session was the worst drama session i ever had in my life...
dude asked me to get out of lesson because i couldn't hold my breath for his amazingly long 8 counts...
one of the warm ups: 'shake your wrist and slowly your elbow and shoulders and shake your chests'!!!!!
WTH!!!!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!!
Ms Izrina somehow found out that we were unhappy with him...
after he was gone she said 'teachers are not blind...don't worry Mr Matt is still on hold'
he better be..im quitting drama if this dude is going to take us...
had dinch(between lunch and dinner) in videoworld...
went hooga..maya christine and amanda's company is nice...
socialised with friends of maya amanda and christine...they were fun..
had to go TJC for drama night...
supposed to go with riny ainn and zahwah beacause we didn't know how to go TJC by bus
but they ran off without us..
depressing thoughts...
6.15: acted smart by going to bus stop to figure out where to alight from the bus..
15 minutes later aka 6.30: 'i just took a picture of the sunset while you were still figuring out how to go TJ', exclaims Amanda...
6.32: realised we will never reach there on time if we trusted SBS...
6.33: counted how much cash we had in all and decided to take a cab...
6.35: embarassed ourselves infront of seniors by flagging for a cab in the bus stop..
6.36: let 3 taxis pass because they didn't stop in the bus stop...
6.50:finally reached TJ like really early that no other TKGians were there..
there was a double decker which was the students' lounge...
amanda barged into it as if it was her ouse...
came down to report that it was fun...apparently...
and then people started coming in and we went for the show...
it was in a black box...like cheesboy
damn nice...2 plays....
my whole family came to fetch me back beacuse they were bored at home...
im proud of them..
yah...
and saturday was just slacking and tuition..
sat beside this sick girl and went home sneezing all the way...
btw, the weekends have been peaceful...
finally..something that i was unable to experience the whole of the school week..
but im still spreading the joy..
and the peace...
to refactor: im still waiting for you for the one opportunity to punch you.
saw the picture that was taken in Hirfana's birthday party...
the the five good friends...
it looked nice without me in it...
is that what you wanted?
for me to be insulted and hurt by your acts
and those who had been aquaintances to the act then should be feeling guilty now.
but whatever it is, you have achieved what you wanted for i did feel a pang inside me when i saw the picture.
depressed
bobo.


I know that the people around me are there for who I am
and not who I chose to be like

balls to the world...

hey..
the world is so screwed up...
everyone is so double sided...
all they can do is backstab..
to rachel: hey you seem to be coping on well with all the problems in school...you rawk!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahha..love you...bibi..ex-hubby..hahah
to refractor: you bloody bitch!!!!!!!!! i swear i have never come across such an asshole like you..
so cheap...hypocrite...not coming to school isnt going to help...because one fine day you will have to come and that will be your dooms day..i will make sure i punch you right in the nose where you bleed and die..i will make sure i come to school with the butcher's knife or something...
and to fatties: you bitch!!!!!!!!!! what a backsatbbing slut you are...i can't believe i actually trusted you once...
i mean i won't be bothered if all these people are random people...
but what hurts me the most is that i once trusted these people so much i was ready to stand up for them...
there is so much of injustice in the world..
everywhere..in every direction...
people ditching and backstabbing each other...
one side there are people ditching someone just because they feel like it..
another side people backstabbing and lying to hurt others...
its as if earth is like hell..
the meaning for hapiness has changed...
now all that matters to people is just material wealth..
they don't appreciate the people around them..
even in this ugly world there are people who are so beautiful...
its like finding gems in the rubbish bin..
and another side there is just people who act with a million and one face...
omg..i feel ashamed to call myself an inhabitant of this ugly place
we have all made god ashamed...
i promise i will take this people as a model on how not to behave and make god proud of me...
i promise i will spread love around...
and atleast make people understand what happiness really means..that it is not just about getting expensive branded goods...
there is more happiness in a pauper's hut than in a merchant's palace...
i will always show true love to people who have made me feel loved in life...
and i will always be happy...
for happiness is contagious and atleast it will take away people's mind on all their scheme plotting activities...
atleast for a while...
why can't everyone be happy?
won't the world be so beautiful..
the nature and nice people everywhere?
hirfana told me its impossible for everyone to live happily...
but i will prove her that people who encounter true love in their life can always live with others in the world...
that they can live happily..
as if there is this magical shield that covers them from the ugly and unhappy world..
and those inside that shield will only experience happiness...
i mean life is full of ups and down..
im not saying that there will only be happiness everywhere...
the kind of happiness im talking about is those that spreads the love of peace everywhere...
just try spreading peace and everything will seem beautiful...
atleast for once...
bobo.

and so i sit there waiting to spread joy and beauty everywhere the eyes can see.