to forget or regret?

hey!
hahah...went to baby cousin's house...was his birthday on wednesday
hahah...and then stayed over.
he is adorable...another person in the world to show love.
i just realised that the longer we live we have more people to show love on...that is cool right?
ohk so em...nothing else interesting lah!
i am missing alot of people right now...all 'cos of school holidays.
em...yah hahah
im sick and tired of haha-ing when i don't feel like it...
maybe its time i try to put myself first instead of trying to make the people i know happy...
it never pays off...
'cos in the end all they are going to is just forget your existence...
or hurt you so much that you feel sick and tired of being nice to others...
i hate you...very much...
go away...you have disappointed me and that is the last straw...
do you even care that there was someone who felt hurt by your actions?
of course you don't 'cos for all you care you will come across another million girls...
why did i even had to see you in the first place?
i will have been way better off without getting to know you in the first place...
again im sick of all these...
just when i was about to feel good about your company, you do such a thing...
i can only blame myself...its my fault...
i should not have had high expectations about this...
tres tres marde
go away...you are not in my life anymore...
don't want to look at you anymore...
bobo.

And now at last all the pictures have been burned
And all the past, is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us