A average

hey...
omg i feel so accomplished can?
i got an A average...AHHHHHHHHHHh..according to what i calculated...
ecstatic!!!!
thank you ms della 4 giving me A2 for art despite the fact that my work was an eye sore to you...haha
science was fun... i like ms ngo..too bad she is gg away...
and than maths was normal..mdm surayah talked for half an hour of the lesson...
lit was boring..i dun like lit...
BUT for the first time ever in this year...i took down notes..OMG!!!!!!!!
such an achievement..hahah...
Art was fun..for the first time ever art was fun...
but frankly speaking...group work is nothing but TROUBLE.
its just difficult for everyone to be pleased with something...
and if that happens the easiest way to solve the problem is to tell; out what you think frankly...
at least we will know what you are thinking right?
i agree i took up the leading job on my own accord..so that we won't lose out...
and that doesn't mean i will eat you up if you tell me if you are unhappy with something or if you don't wanna do something...
i am just going to get you to do something else that you are interested..
nvm...and then apparently some dudette has HINI in Singapore...
she better be well quarantined...
scarely she come near TKGS then we all die ah?
OMG!!!!!!!
btw em...i miss my CmPS file...
we never cared about it when we had it with us all the while...
and now after struggling for 2 terms to produce something good...it feels very insecure t just pass it up just like that...
as in i just miss my file alot.
and then DEP was fun...a very ridiculous script indeed..hahah
there is drama tomorrow and CIP...which one should i go for?????????
im in a dilemma!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohk...and then to stacy: Dude i hope you are not pissed with me for saying that you have no life...sorry lah...
i will bring fruitplus for you tomorrow...
hahh
and yah..that was all for today...
my life is monotonous...
but somewhat im feeling peaceful and satisfied...
to know that my life is going the right way..
as in my studies is good..im making my parents proud of me..
and most importantly i have the right friends around me...
as in it seems like this is what it was meant to be like...
as if all the fights and quarrels was meant to bring us to where we are now...
im so glad to have such friends..
and most importantly i have to treasure them when they are there..
just few more months away and we can't have the chat session before assembly...
whispering during lessons...
teasing teachers without them knowing...
just being there for each other...the feeling of knowing that you're friends are always there for you...
what is depressing is that it was not this good last year...but now when everything is perfect when everyone knows who is their true friend and most importantly when we are all bonded as a class we have to beprepared to be separated...
i love 2e5...
i think no one is as bonded as we are...
go 2e5..WE RAWK!!!!!!!!
bobo.

i am here to tell you everything i wanted to all this while,
but you are already walking away
somewhere far.

Peace

hey...
i should really kill myself
i mean i don't deserve a blog...no i don't.
i can't blog about interesting stuff because MCQ: a) my life is monotonous. b) i can't type interesting things. c) i just don't deserve a blog.
pls chose the most appropriate answer and shade the correct circle in the OAS answer sheet..
hahah...lame!
hahah..that reminds me of friday...
Amanda kept on saying 'lame shitz lah you' for everything that i was blabbering out of hunger..
school was ok on friday...got back science maths and english results..
not very impressive..
there was this girl who came to my class to remind me to clear the recycleables by tuesday..
i had just finished changing into drama clothes..
'can i see the environmentalist rep?' she asks the class..
i walk out in my drama tee and fbts and she goes like 'you?!'!!!!!!!
i mean don't i look like an environmentalist rep?
and no thank you i don't need your answer
stacy had cramps..she had to miss DEP because of that..her cramps i mean...
DEP was fun...as usual..
had lunch with seniors before drama started...
umairah was practically crying to go to videworld for lunch...
had dispute to make her understand that we cant go out and have a decent meal in that 5 minutes we had...
talk was about the new instructor coming in to take us..
went like 15 minutes late and so new instructor already started on with warm ups...
amanda disclosed that Mr Matt was getting fired!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
the new guy was terrible...
he did slow warm up for 1hr15min...
that session was the worst drama session i ever had in my life...
dude asked me to get out of lesson because i couldn't hold my breath for his amazingly long 8 counts...
one of the warm ups: 'shake your wrist and slowly your elbow and shoulders and shake your chests'!!!!!
WTH!!!!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!!
Ms Izrina somehow found out that we were unhappy with him...
after he was gone she said 'teachers are not blind...don't worry Mr Matt is still on hold'
he better be..im quitting drama if this dude is going to take us...
had dinch(between lunch and dinner) in videoworld...
went hooga..maya christine and amanda's company is nice...
socialised with friends of maya amanda and christine...they were fun..
had to go TJC for drama night...
supposed to go with riny ainn and zahwah beacause we didn't know how to go TJC by bus
but they ran off without us..
depressing thoughts...
6.15: acted smart by going to bus stop to figure out where to alight from the bus..
15 minutes later aka 6.30: 'i just took a picture of the sunset while you were still figuring out how to go TJ', exclaims Amanda...
6.32: realised we will never reach there on time if we trusted SBS...
6.33: counted how much cash we had in all and decided to take a cab...
6.35: embarassed ourselves infront of seniors by flagging for a cab in the bus stop..
6.36: let 3 taxis pass because they didn't stop in the bus stop...
6.50:finally reached TJ like really early that no other TKGians were there..
there was a double decker which was the students' lounge...
amanda barged into it as if it was her ouse...
came down to report that it was fun...apparently...
and then people started coming in and we went for the show...
it was in a black box...like cheesboy
damn nice...2 plays....
my whole family came to fetch me back beacuse they were bored at home...
im proud of them..
yah...
and saturday was just slacking and tuition..
sat beside this sick girl and went home sneezing all the way...
btw, the weekends have been peaceful...
finally..something that i was unable to experience the whole of the school week..
but im still spreading the joy..
and the peace...
to refactor: im still waiting for you for the one opportunity to punch you.
saw the picture that was taken in Hirfana's birthday party...
the the five good friends...
it looked nice without me in it...
is that what you wanted?
for me to be insulted and hurt by your acts
and those who had been aquaintances to the act then should be feeling guilty now.
but whatever it is, you have achieved what you wanted for i did feel a pang inside me when i saw the picture.
depressed
bobo.


I know that the people around me are there for who I am
and not who I chose to be like

balls to the world...

hey..
the world is so screwed up...
everyone is so double sided...
all they can do is backstab..
to rachel: hey you seem to be coping on well with all the problems in school...you rawk!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahha..love you...bibi..ex-hubby..hahah
to refractor: you bloody bitch!!!!!!!!! i swear i have never come across such an asshole like you..
so cheap...hypocrite...not coming to school isnt going to help...because one fine day you will have to come and that will be your dooms day..i will make sure i punch you right in the nose where you bleed and die..i will make sure i come to school with the butcher's knife or something...
and to fatties: you bitch!!!!!!!!!! what a backsatbbing slut you are...i can't believe i actually trusted you once...
i mean i won't be bothered if all these people are random people...
but what hurts me the most is that i once trusted these people so much i was ready to stand up for them...
there is so much of injustice in the world..
everywhere..in every direction...
people ditching and backstabbing each other...
one side there are people ditching someone just because they feel like it..
another side people backstabbing and lying to hurt others...
its as if earth is like hell..
the meaning for hapiness has changed...
now all that matters to people is just material wealth..
they don't appreciate the people around them..
even in this ugly world there are people who are so beautiful...
its like finding gems in the rubbish bin..
and another side there is just people who act with a million and one face...
omg..i feel ashamed to call myself an inhabitant of this ugly place
we have all made god ashamed...
i promise i will take this people as a model on how not to behave and make god proud of me...
i promise i will spread love around...
and atleast make people understand what happiness really means..that it is not just about getting expensive branded goods...
there is more happiness in a pauper's hut than in a merchant's palace...
i will always show true love to people who have made me feel loved in life...
and i will always be happy...
for happiness is contagious and atleast it will take away people's mind on all their scheme plotting activities...
atleast for a while...
why can't everyone be happy?
won't the world be so beautiful..
the nature and nice people everywhere?
hirfana told me its impossible for everyone to live happily...
but i will prove her that people who encounter true love in their life can always live with others in the world...
that they can live happily..
as if there is this magical shield that covers them from the ugly and unhappy world..
and those inside that shield will only experience happiness...
i mean life is full of ups and down..
im not saying that there will only be happiness everywhere...
the kind of happiness im talking about is those that spreads the love of peace everywhere...
just try spreading peace and everything will seem beautiful...
atleast for once...
bobo.

and so i sit there waiting to spread joy and beauty everywhere the eyes can see.

LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey..
just came back from jodie's blog...
its hilarious.....hahhaha ;)
it made a difference in my post...
i mean initially i wanted to complain about everything in my post but now...change of moods...
hahah
bavithra is optimistc! ;)
ohk..em ;)
hahha
dunoe what to blog about...
oh i remember...;)
to refractor: you bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how could you be so mean to your teacher? She never did anything bad to you...maybe you should stop being such a hypocrite and reflect upon yourself...
its not like you are someone perfect...tell your mum that only people who have problems themselves go around complaining about others..you dunoe how much i felt like bashing you up today...im watching you...
ohk back ;)
ohk..em and then had sex talk...
i dunoe why everyone was all hooga about it...it was boring...!
i mean..yah it was boring!
ohk..so anyways...em ;)
hahah
;)
ohk...i should stop doing that...as in the ;)
hahh
heat of the moment- adapted from sex talk...
hahha
it was hilarious...
and then was oral comms...
for the first time ever CmPS was fun...
i mean...it was hilarious how we had auditions for each other...funny...
oh btw...
another threesome- adapted form hazel when we were walking to the toilet in threes..haha
the 3Bs that are common in TKGS- Betrayal, Backstabbing and break-up- adapted from kavya...
the last B sounds like its more for lesbians...
im being random right now...
oh and another B in TKGS: Bavithra- adapted from me like 3 seconds ago..
ohk..that wasnt funny...
and then i dunoe where recess went today..
i just went and sat in fromt of the computer in the library..and then the bell just rang..
and then i realise i didnt have my food..
nvm...a man who starves is better than someone who is bloated..
i doubt there is such a saying..
did SAIL ppt in half an hour..
love me people!
i missed conversation with Mrs G. because of SAIL ppt..
i like her...hahah
she is nice...
and then history was just history..
boring..she is naturally long winded...mrs chua i meant..
hahha
i got A2 for history...
im impressed with myself..
hhahah...got B4 the last time..
my parents better appreciate it..
anyways things are getting better between us...
hahha
you better don't refuse to fetch me from TJC on friday night...
and then class photo taking..
was fun...
hahah
hope it turns out well...
kavya you are not forgiven for putting your face with mine without warning me..
nevermind...
music was cool...stacy and i performed...
hahah...it was good..
stacy's guitaring was great...
but i screwed it up because i was nervous...
to those who think we have been practising forever..
it was decided on the spot in class today morning...
its called talented...
haha
ohk enough..
and then yah...
that is all for today...
em..DEP tomorrow after school..
cant wait..
why do i get the feeling we are getting back our papers?
i dun want it..
im a consistant B4 performer in drama..
wadeva can?
its too difficult...
rachel dont be sad...the sun will come out..
what is meant for you is always there for you...all you have to do is just ask for it...
:D
science test tomorrow...
ahhh!!!!!!!!!
have to pass up music files by thursday...
stress!!!!!
no jk..hahah
not funny..
a sex graph: a graph that shows the different levels of emotions during pre and post sexual intercourse- adapted from sex talk...
need to change classes with 3/8 2mrw...
balls to everybody
btw this is our self composed lyrics for music project next week:
when i wake up in the morning,
I feel so happy cos im coming to school.
And now that im smarter i've figured out,
how small Singapore is and yet how great it is
and i know i'll find deep inside me I can be the one..
I will never fail my tests..
I'll always get good grades..
I;ll be there for my friends even if saving them sends me to heaven..
Im a...
Im a..
a...
Student of Singapore...
This is my homeland
Please don't throw that away.
Cos i will...always..
make my country proud..
make my country proud...
hahah
yup..
if you are smart enough you would have guessed what song it is...
bye..
bobo

and finally the little bud bloomed
after surviving the hazards of nature.

Too depressed...

hey..
i dont like home nowadays...
i feel very emotionally disturbed by my parents very often nowadays...
teenagers move away from family members...
that is what they all say...
balls to them...
if you accuse them for things they never do or assume that they will do its seriously not their fault..
neither is it their's for hating to be home where all that happens is just blamings and accusings...
if im like a corpse roaming around, let it be...
because i find it easier to be strong that way rather than to fight and argue against you everytime....
I was never like this last year...
as in emoing and all...
because i knew i didnt have the rights to...
i never proved myself academically or anything..
i never did anything to make you proud of me...
and so i had absolutely no rights to fight back when you said things like why cant you be like other children who understand their parents and strive to make them proud...
firstly you should never compare your child with other's children...
but i wasnt bothered by all that...
i was very happy and that was all that mattered to me then...
a very carefree life with nothing to worry about...marks, education, character...nothing!
but then life was good....i would be angry that you scold me...
but always forget about it soon...because again...i did nothing to prove that whatever you think or said about me is false...
but this year...
i just changed...
everything..
the perspective in which i looked at life....
no guys...no bad behaviour...
only my education...
and i did see the reult...
a very good one..
and i know you saw the difference too...because you yourself told me countless times how happy and proud you are of me for my change...and also that that was the best give any child could ever give a parent...
i felt accomplished...
but i never complained when all these straight As targets were set for me...
i never complained when you didnt send me for music classes or piano classes ...
even when you knew that was something i always wanted to do since young...
when i asked you last year you told me to prove myself academically first...
but i didnt cry or throw tantrums when you kept on dismissing the subject when i asked you about it after proving myself...
instead i watched and admired those who played the piano or sang profesionally...
silently wishing within myself that i would be able to be like them when i grow up...
full of hope that i would be able to experience it atleast a day before i die..
i grew up thinking for you more than myself..
if you woul like it or not...
i forgot about myslf...
like a corpse who had no feelings...
instead i aimed higher for my education...
took on an extra subject...
gave tuition to a girl...
i never broke down under the stress...
and when i felt like doing so i just kept telling myself not to give up as this was what that made you proud and that i should go to whatever extend to give you this present...
if you are going to say this is for your own good...nope..
im happy with a clerical job...
but all these aims...its for you...
i gave up the idea of taking physics the one thing that i wished to pursue and do till the end of my life because you wanted me to do medicine...
and guess what?
i just gave it up...silently longing that one day you will just say bavithra, im happy with whatever you do as long as you remain as my daughter. i will always support you....
but you didnt...
im sure it made you very proud to go around teling people what an achiever your daughter is..how she always respects you...
but what makes me depressed...is that after all these that i did for you...
you still complained...assumed...
things that were not even there...
hurt me...
caused me to experience so much of hatred that i didnt even feel like talking to you anymore...
now...im not angry when you blame me...
i feel hurt...i feel helpless...what more can i do to prove you that you are wrong?
you will never know how i felt when you said that to me yesterday...
i shivered when i heard your words...at the thought of how inhumane you could be to your own daughter...
but i couldnt say anything..didnt too..
for i knew i would cry if i opened my mouth to say anything...
and so i dindt...until this very moment...
im going to be strong...
i wont let this affect me as long as im free of guilt...
i could stare at you straight in your eyes when you said all that to me because i didnt fear looking at you....
and i never will..
im going to live for myselft...
i will study for my benefit...
not for yours...
so that when you accuse me of anything next time i wont feel sad..
but what has been done can never be undone...
be it good or bad...
my sacrifices for you can never be undone and so can your words that had hurt me...
i never asked you for anything...
but now i ask you...
silently within myself...
just how much more do you want me to take?
after all these...
whatever you have done to me is the worst a parent can ever do to a child...
bobo...
i had forgotten who i was.
just lost myslf.
instead i thought for you.
but after all these, you could hurt me that easily.
pour down words at me.
all i can ever ask now is that,
will everything be alright?
will you finally see me for who i am on the inside?
you were the best present i have ever received and
i would be a nobody if you were not there.
for i just know that i love you.
very much.
which explains the pain when i heard your accuses.
but love can never be changed.
all i can do now i sit down and hope that
my dreams as a daughter will come true.
like a wish from a fairy...

Cartwheels...

hey...
im ecstatic today..
because i mastered cartwheels and forward rolls...
finally!
i have to email my group members about the edited pe routine...
im really pissed that sandhya didnt turn up...
she had time to loiter around the school but never come...
balls lah!
art was interesting...
i felt like a designer participating in project runaway...
im sure we pleased ms della with our designs..
im impressed with our designs...
and then legacy was fun..
ours was the first group to complete the horse rider quiz...
it was damn fun can!!!???
then interviewed shirley yeo...
it was quite useful but very long winded...
quite expected of a school counsellor...
anyways i didnt see alex tang today...
hahaha...couldnt bet on his shirt colour...lol!
today was bad mood day...
lets go in chronological order...
in the morning i missed the bus in a matter of seconds...
and then after that received drama results...
i got a bloody b4!!!!!
y? I mean was it that terrible???
nobody has any idea how dejected im feeling...
i mean...she expected more from me...said i could have easily got an A...
but i didnt...because im a loser...
you dont noe how insulting and terrible i felt...
i care about nothing more than my marks...
i really felt like crying..but didnt..wanted to be strong
but one day..im just gonna lose my grip on things...
and just breakdown..
and the bavithra you knew will just disappear infront of your own eyes...
and it might never return..
and later kavya kept pissing me off during gym rehersals...
felt like slashing myself...
so that i will never have to face all these stress anymore...
anyways...
i gotta bathe...
bye..
sad and depressed bobo.
i know a place where happiness and beauty is everywhere.
very far from this ugly world where i wanna go away from.
but the clutches are too strong that i cant fly free to where my heart desires to be.
and if i tried anymore harder i would just shatter and be gone.

tuesday........

hey...
i dont like tuesdays...
they are boring..
aniwes...we didnt do our gym routine today because stacy was absent...
gotta do it next week...
aniwes...sighs lah..
nothing interesting today...
i dunoe why the hell im blogging...
got nothing to blog about...
nope maybe got one...
the extra growth on my hand dropped off...
finally...i mean there is still a scar..
but its better than having that thing sticking up 1cm above the skin level...
yup i felt like a snake shedding skin...
nisha was trying conduct some bio class with that thing...
it was gross...
the cool thing is that no blood was involved....
hahaah..
aniwes drama resumes from next monday...cant wait...
aniwes there are two new instructors...
saw one of the them today...
a very impressive lady..
its lyk she knows all her drama theory by heart...
maybe the school thinks drama club needs more drilling when it comes to syf..
so they got extra instructors for us...
why do i get the feeling that drama club is going to bcome something like band or softball...
with super strict instructors...
sighs...
going for tjc's drama night next friday...cant wait...
it should be fun...
and mjc's drama night next sunday...hahhaha
it is going to be a dramatic weekend...
lol
aniwes...cant wait for drama elect tomorrow..
AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
maybe we will be geting back our practical marks...
ohk...gtg..
save the earth..
bobo.
why was life upside down when you where not there?
for i sit there with myself full of hope that you will turn up the next day.

STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!
stress can????
im so freaking stressed out...
wif all the projects and stuff...
i mean u cnt help it if ur group member(s) r being screwed up...
u still get screwed even though u du ur part well...
i mean the world is very inter-dependant...
u cnt help it if others r being bitches..
the most you can do is to play ur part well...
u always get paid for it...at least in the end...
sighs...
in the end everything will be happy...
if it isnt then its not the end...sounds familiar?
lol!
To Hirfana: dude..you're supposed to send me you SAIL Task lyk 6hrs ago...where isit?
pick up when i call you...i wont eat you up or someth...
ohk..aniwes...PE project...
which school gives us assignment for PE?
and that too in project format???!!!!
well my school does
pissed off..
nope just frustrated..gotta send kavya the sequence so that she can do the report
at least she is helping....
better than me doing everyth by myself..
to kavya: MAybe you should show the same interest in ur CmPS too..u noe you can reduce the friction between your group mates and you...
To those in the same group as me for PE: dudes...pls check your email...
i have sent you all the sequences...
pls try to rmb it...u noe lyk noe it by heart..i noe we din have ani rehersals..im just grateful that this isnt included in overall marks or someth...pls corporate...thanks...
aniwes...nisha have you got ur new phone?
aniwes...i gotta go give tuition for the sec1 girl...
3hrs..omg can?
i was supposed to go out with famly in that time...
wadeva...
sch tomorrow...
not a very welcoming thot...
staying at home is nice...
lucky there isnt ani homework...
gotta hunt for shirley yeo in sch tomorrow...
sighs....
ohk..
bye..
frustrated bobo...
my friends say i go all hooga wen i get stressed...
i gotta ask miss ngo abt electrolysis..i dun understand!
oh btw, i rmb wad i wanted to blog yest now...
i thot we were supposed to clean the recycling bin...
n then my frens said its the rubbish bin..not the recycling bin...
n saturday night i dreamt as if everyone was cleaning the recycleables n i din...
n mrs capel was scolding me..lyk bavithra, what is this?
i din expect this from you...you are the worst environmentalist...n stuff...
omg i woke up sweating can!!!???
its all cuz i din go for the one environmentalists meeting...
if we r raly supposed to clear the recycling bin im so screwed...
in a dilemma..
i hate myself.

Isolated island

hey...
my life is boring...
nth interesting has happened aft exams..
i mean academically but socially....
sighs...
tons...ppl just cant seem to live in harmony with the world...
to american: wadeva lah...u break her heart we break your face can!!!!????
ohk aniwes...
i mean i do like slack lifestyle but u noe there is no challenge or thrills...
i love the period b4 exams...
life has a meaning..
again academically..
socially u always have a part to play in at least a person's life...
even if u r olivious to it or not...
or just chose to be oblivious...
aniwes...lets have some academic talks...
nearly three project works due next week....lol
nope not funny...
aniwes...yah kavya!
aiyoh can write a novel abt tat one...
but in short: dude r u trying to copy my 'bobo' name or someth????!!!!
aniwes...baby cuz was admitted in hospital..4 2days...
he was discharged today...
but omg..
i felt freaky during the period he was in the hospital...
another person who i love alot i guess....
i cnt wait to visit him next week!!!
aniwes...nth else...
em actually yes...but no..nvm..
lets not publicise my personal life...
my frens noe n tatz enuff...
aniwes...
i feel very irrelevant to the world...in this moment
look this is wat happens if i dun have enough things happening in my life...
yah..so i feel very not in the picture...
guess its better this way..
to american again: u are soooo in the picture. again if you break her heart we break your face...
hahahah...
just felt lyk saying that...
i mean she has done nth serious to me...
i mean yes she did but i oso did smeth 2 her...
so its equal...but yah..
just angry wif her...
for being double headed...
to american again: i believed you...trusted you...
stood up for you..
nvm lets not talk abt the past..
i wont stick up for you animore...
i mean i will if you prove to be worth of it...
i do have ego but i appreciate and respect ppl wif good morals...
i will go a long way for those kinda ppl...who make ppl respect tehm just the way they are
not like acting differently...from who you are...
ohk...nvm i feel relevant to the world bck again...
hahahha...
i wanted to say something...
but i forgot...
cant trace the thoughts..they are too complexed...
dun bother to aniwes
i'll come back to blog if i rmb...
gg to watch harpers island!
yay!
apparently nisha is gg to get a new phone tomorrow..
im happy for you nisha...
isit some iphione or someth?
ohk aniwes...
i love nisha n
i love stacy
din see obsessed wif me guy...
din have tuition this week..
not like im interested or anith...
my father lost the car key..
lucky there was a spare one at home...
wth lah..
ohk bye...
save the earth
bobo

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hello!!!!!!!!!!!
back...
after a long time...
heheheh
exams are over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
din du well for geog...
terrible...i got a b3..
i hope tat is my oni b3...tat im gg 2 get...
i feel very optimistic...
DRAMA ELECTIVE + ME = YAY!!!!!!!!!!
omg i cant wait for drama elect 2mrw....!!!!!!!!!!!
getting back our practical marks....hahahah
aniwes...i found out true colours of ppl...
like american...
wad a hypocrite...
lyk mother lyk daughter....wadeva...
balls to her...
after all this backstabbing u still can come and talk to me????
i dun care if u influence my other friends...
cuz they are jut as matured as u...
n they are nice ppl...
they wont be with u aft they noe wad kinda screwed up stuff u did...
which wont be long....
aniwes...very happy wif my fren circle...
seems perfect now...
stacy and nisha i love you...
kavya i will love you after you quit softball...
kidding lah...u r very nice...just some flaws..
nvm
aniwes i just chatted with varooman...
lol...i feel stalked with him around...
apparently he is in a gang...but he is very nice @ heart...
lol..im meeting him somewhere next week probably...we are going back to pri sch...lol
sarmila is coming too...most probably...
a chunk of extra info
i was detesting him in my dream...weird...
aniwes i was running away from mrs lee cuz i din hand in my music file...
i have to bring it 2mrw...
ohk...bye
gotta bathe!
bobo!!!!!!!!

Math test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
maths test on monday...!!!!!!!
scared...lyk shit...
ahhhhh
aniwes...i studied the whole day...
i got alot to tag...but nth to blog...hhahah
aniwes went for tution despite the fact that nth was relevant for monday's exams...
i helped nisha pick a new blogskin...
its barbie...hope she likes it..
there is another disney princess one...
Niha: i can change for you if you don't like the barbie...
aniwes...em...tution...very interesting...
lol
im over obsessed-wif-me- guy...
but he is still hot...that doesnt mean u have 2 date all the guy who are hot...and even if u plan to...
ppl lyk me have to consider if the guyis willing to date me back..lol!!!!!!!!
aniwes...new guy joined tution...
i know him before...
he takes 43 too..
i see him every morning...
wad else...got cmps work to do...
stress!!!!!!!!!
plus math homework...
to be given to the MATH REP on monday...
ohk...wad else?
nth...btw ppl i need help wif linking ppl's blog...
someone help me...
and to the following ppl: Hirfana Nisha and Kavya
pls update your blog lah!
very boring you noe...
stacy no need to tell...i noe tat u blog twice a day...
get a life lah....(luk at who is talking)
go and study for your math CA can?
i noe its very entertaining to waste time wen exams are near...but dun!
ohk im wasting time now...
gotta do homewrok and math revision by TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!
which is another 2 and half hours away...
gotta start on DEP and Lit 2mrw...
btw...our PE how?
gone down the drain ah?
nvr prepare anith....!!!!!!!!!!
nvm...lets get screwed...
Ambitions of the semester: Get top in class...be eligible for triple science...and then act like a humble person and reject it and choose physics chem...get distinction for RioTinto...and get detention!
i noe the last one is ridiculous...
i mean following rules is cool...but u must noe wen to and not to...
aka make ur own rules...
i h8 tose ppl hu lyk to ACT cool and purposely break the rules...
u ppl suck!
i will never forgive u if u were my fren(LUK AT WHO IS TALKING)
OHK GTG...BYE
y isit in Caps? oh its not...lol
BOBO