May day! May day!

hey...
em...yes i know i didnt blog for like a million years...
was very busy...
all the exams and stuff...
that doesnt mean im free now...
there is still math drama n lit CAs next week...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
anyways...
em...school made us bring back all our books in 2 days...
for some random disinfection...
because of swine flu...
FLU BABI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha
i like the malay name for it...
lol
ohk...n then went to vjc ics yesterday...
it was SUPERB!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i loved it...
had a great time with kavya namrata hirfana stacy and nisha...
i think reema is damn cool...lol
n then...em...
the concert was very good...
as usual i didnt keep up punctuality...
but it wasnt bad like last year...when i made nisha wait for me and go late for the concert..
thanks alot stacy for waiting for me...
it should have been terrible...waiting for like some half an hour...
forgive me for i have sinned...
anyways...saw alot of seniors there....
and it was damn entertaining...love it
nisha told me to come next year too...
and i told her tat we would be in sec3 next year..
u know...all of us in different classes...
seperated n lost...
depressing...
i dont want that...even though you maintain contact it wont be like last time...
i dont want....
i will miss all of my friends..like shit...
especially those close friends who i do everything with...
i'll be lost i guess...
and when we see each other in vjc ics next year...we would think tat the last time we came here...everything was different...
it is just one year later...but so much of changes...
i guess i have to appreciate the people when they are there...
not when everyone is in some random class....
ohk...shit...
too depressed to blog anymore...
ohk...bye
bobo

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hahahahhaha
dunoe how 2 start....
ohk...in the morning it was just VERY messy....
we were doing instant switch of class...
now we r bck 2 our original classrooms....
balls 2 the sec3s....
they just took the stuff under their tables....n just left...
they din clear the cupboard or bring their recycling box....
we needed the cupboard 2 keep our stuff....
so we took their books n put it outside...
we have our own stuff 2 du...
we cnt be arranging their things neatly if the owner themself dun bother....
wadeva....
n i had 2 carry their recycling bin up 4 them...
nisha helped....
thanks nisha...
we did so much n thy can write a mean note 2 our class....
saying that we were being rude....
u noe wad? we dun care....
we r way matured than u n we dun care if u have a test...
that gives u no reason 2 mock at us...
they can still complain that we spell recycleables wrongly....
LOSERs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we r not gg 2 bother cuz wen u try 2 get even wif sme1 u oni end up hurting urself...we r gg 2 tell the FMs...
let 3/8 fms screw their backsides....
aniwes....em...ya...
2dae was kinda boring...
science was cool....PHYSICS!!!!!!!!!!!
i love physics...hahahha
i told Ms Ngoh that she was my inspiration 2 becoming a physics teacher....
she got emotional over that...hahahah
btw 4 art....i dunoe how 2 du...ahhhhh
i need 2 go 4 photoshop course rady....
pls help me if ani1 is gd @ photoshop....hahaahha
had htl ca...difficult paper...i fininshed it...!!!!!!!!!!!
lit was ohk...nth intresting...
its just tat nowadays lit is lyk very wide n more of a character study kinda thingy....
lyk finding the back story of a person...
lyk dep
n 4 the sad part...drama got silver....
not fair...our teachers r not bias n even they agreed tat it was a play that deserved gold wif honours...
im not critising the judges...
but drama is a very wide thing....
u need 2 be open minded wen viewing a play...
so wad if its 2 adult, matrured, dark n morbid?
If it is a deserving piece just give the award...
dsnt hell exist?dsnt evilness exist in the world?
so wad is so dark n morbid in toking facts?
but u no wad?
we r frm tkg drama club...evry1 noes tat it is tough 2 get into drama club...
cuz of the standards we set ourselfes...
we r not gg 2 let it spoil in 1 syf...next time 4 syf...WE WILL MAKE HISTORY!!!!!!!!!
its just tat wen ms izrina was trying 2 comfort us...evry1 was crying...
i feel bad 4 the sec4s...its the last thing tat dey will be doing 4 the year...
i feel as if it was the ensome's fault....
the main characters were perfect...
i feel guilty...
but guess wad? we have been asked 2 perform 2 the public n 2 fellow tkgians...
they will noe wad this piece raly deserves....
sorry seniors....
aniwes had dep aft tat...not in the mood 2 act....
n den went pizza hut aft tat 2 "study" dep...
jodie n nurul joined in....hahhaha
they were fun....
i was doing shit stuff 2 all the double deckers buses tat passed pizza hut...
n den sme1 spiked my drink....
felt very driunk....
i realise how i threw away my dignity now...wen im stable...
u can ask sandhya n hirfana....how drunk i i was behaving....
shit bavithra...
u tarnished the little reputatn tat u had...
ahh...
not gg 2 leave my water bottle or drinks unattended animore....
aniwes...went popular 2 get assesments....
CA week nxt wk...
ahhh!!!!!!!!!!
stress.....
ohk gotta bathe n du cmps...
i need 2 start on the survey 2mrw....
aniwes there is free period 2mrw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohk...
bye...
save the earth....
bobo!!!!!!!!!!

went home early....

hello!!!!!!!!!!!
more of halo...hahahah
ohk...yest was just sch n home...
stayed bck until 5 aft sch 2 study wif sandhya...
toked...got freaked out by 'haunted classrooms'
to ppl hu think ghosts are a bunch of losers: u r so WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you have 2 except their existence just lyk god....
if there is good there is always bad....
ghosts are associated wif bad stuff...tatz y...
they were also humans lyk us wen they were alive...they are probably nice things...most of them...
they dun scare ppl...oni we get scared of them....
ohk ohk...
sandhya made my day yesterday....
n 2day...was really fun...ouohu...hahahah
ehm....had 2 spit out my egg sandwhich on nisha's face cuz she did something hilarious....
hahaah
she din lyk it...duh...!
and there was some egg sediments on rachel's chair...
i cleaned it...she din come 2dae...missed her company...
n den recess n halo n hist...
another hilarious lesson...
stacy makes jokes without realising it...
continue calling me bavithra green...
i lyk a green surname..hahah
nisha digged her nose wif my clip...
stacy used it 2 fan her boobs r smeth...wadeva....
hahahah
belle was trying 2 get me bck 2 study mode...i appreciate it...hahah
din work...
we have 2 bring bck our books....
cuz sec3s are having test...
y cnt dey use their current class....?
or cant they just switch bck wif us?
i bet the girl is bck 2 healthy living condition...so irritating...
n den math wer nisha was made instant math rep...
lyk instant noodles.....
ahahahha....
n den dey went 4 lds...n i cme home...hahaha
n den prev post...
let me clear matters...
look guys dun find me attractive...kay...
it was more of a 'even if they found me intresting'
even if...it has nvr happened...k?
i hve the face of an ape...hhahahah
ohk...understand nisha?
btw 2 u noe urself: dun think i was being random by asking u that...
i made a mistake...
i din noe if u wer ohk wif me toking 2 u...
n i din wan 2 tok if u din wan me 2...cuz u din tell me anith....
n i cldnt read ur mind...
is someone's prescence stoppping u frm socialising wif me?
tell me...im not aware of the mistakes she has done recently...
for there is no one 2 advise me regarding her....
no one to tell me...
n oso so tat i wnt ask her 2 be around if i am wif u...
n 2 the other u noe urself: i asked u cuz u werent telling me alot lately....
abt fri...abt ur issues wif ppl....
y they r wrong....
y i shldnt tok 2 them...cuz i dunoe...
besides....i cldnt be sure tat u had no probs wif me cuz last time...
i knew abt ur probs thru u...the happenings....n stuff
but now i dun...
im still the same no matter hu i tok 2....
i cnt read ur mind....
i had 2 ask...
i cnt dmand u tell me ur probs...but i can get hurt tat u din....
i have the ruights 4 tat atleast...
pls be frank abt anith as it is gg 2 better our relations n mke sure im gg the right way...
dep 2mrw!!!!!!!!
bye...
2 those who were oblivious to the last chunk of info: sorry....personal prob...
hahah
bye...luvya...
bobo

randomness...

ohk..im being completely random...
but suddenly remembered of obsessed-wif-me-guy...
btw, he dsnt seem tat obssed wif me animre....
guess it happens all the time...
wen guys find me attractive...
they end up realising that im boring...
he is a chinese guy btw...
so it is kind of expected...
not feeling very good abt dis..
i dun expect him 2 du freaky stuff lyk placing his feet over my slippers...
lyk he did last last last week...
hahah...
cute...
but din xpect dis sudden change...
get over it bavithra...
u hve not found ur mr right yet...
u dun have 2 aniwes...
so ya...
ohk...
sry 4 being random...
hahah
bye...
bobo...

Sunday...

hey...
hahaahh...
hello!!!!!
hahahah
kay....i dunoe wad 2 blog abt...hahahha
nth intresting lah...
had 2 frens coming over...
have been spending my day wif them since morning...hahahha
its just tat guys find boring stuff intresting....
but they werent tat bad....
we studied together...hahahha
bro is gone 4 2uition...
spent my day doing my homework n slacking wif the guys...
aniwes...dunoe wad 2 du...
got tl compo...but dun feel lyk doing...
ahhh....
aniwes i wanna du some hist revision....
ohk...i need 2 help my mum wif the dishes...
bye...
bobo!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i din du ani revision 2dae n CA is a week away...!!!!!!!!!!
aniwes kavya wants 2 study wif me aft sch...invitation is open 2 evry1...i promise it will be productive...
n ppl u noe hu i mean wen i sae the invitation is open 2 u all...
aniwes fri was cool...no cca...n dep ended a whole 45 min earlier...so slacked wif sandhya nisha hirfana rohini n myself...hahahah
at java kitchen...dunoe wad is so spec abt tat as hirfana saes...
they publicise in the wall abt a javanese spice tat increses sexual desires....hahahah
the world is spoiling...the restaurant is a road across a school n dey talk all dis...hahaha
aniwes went baby cuz hse aft tat...
he is adorable..
i was sitting down with him on my lap facing me...
n he just slept leaning on me...i bet he heard my heartbeats...
he would wipe his face on my shirt if it was itchy or if he was sweating...
i love him...hahahha
n den slacked @ home...
slept on mum's lap wif earpieces plucked on...hahaha
n den dunoe how i woke up on my bed the next morning...
dad was bck from business trip 2dae morning..
n den wen pri sch wif my mum 4 a briefing 4 parents...
im considered as an adult...hahaha...
cme bck home...watched tv while eating lunch....
n den slept...4 very long...
n den went 2 tuition....
nth intresting...
tuition was very productive 2dae....
was revision...n i realised tat i had 4gotten my last term maths...
guess it happens all the time if u dun du regular revision...
aniwes cme bck home 2 realise tat my bro has the chinese cinderella storybook...
sch lit prog...
i love the book...i cried wen i read it..
kavya i can lend it 2 u...i remember u wanted 2 buy it last year...
2 ppl hu r allergic 2 books: Chinese Cinderella is a story of this girl brought up in Shanghai in a family where almost evryone considers her as bad luck. She experiences alot of ill treatments from her french stepmother nope its not clean the house that kind...its those mental tortures...some physical like hitting...yup...n pls its not a chinese version of cinderella....
hahaha
n den did cmps work...n im bloggin now...
gotta go eat...
its very l8 now...
mum is screaming at me...
bye
bobo!!!!!!!!

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HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahah
ohk ohk...bavithra chill chill.....
hahahah...i tok 2 myself....hahahah
ohk...the sunday was hectic...as usual...loads of last min homework...
n den mon was tiring...sch n drama rehearsals....
n den tues was sch n slack...yes slack....
i made sandhya n nisha ponne lds...hahahaha
n den we slacked in class...toked abt all random stuff...
to ani guy reading dis post(its quite impossible...i frm girls' sch):
ohk...we r girls bt we r nt typical ones hu sit down n tok abt cute guys....
yup we dun...
we tok abt teachers family probs classmates n overseas excurrsions...
nisha has alot of intrestin temple tour stories...hahahah
n den kavya was supposed 2 meet up wif me n go bck hme 2gether...
bt tat loser just went bck hme...i stayed bck 4 her u noe...
blame it on her...ohk ohk
i had switched off my phone...so the blame is partially on me 2...
i watched fighting spider....HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahah
n den went bck hme l8 n got screwed by mum 4 wasting time n energy....
she said i cld hve just cme bck home early n rested....aniwes...
wednesday was ohk....n had drama rehearsals....
n public spaeking audition...did it quite well...results is 2MRW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the last one b4 syf.....3hr rehearsal ended up being 4 hrs....
went bck home 8 plus...nope mum din screw me...
she understands if its cca....hahahah
aniws...TODAY WAS SYF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was traumatising....
had 2 be in sch by 6.30....
bt one hu trusts the public transport nvr prospers....
went 2 sch @ 6.45....
cherryl n i were l8 comers....
we ran all the way 2 studio...
nisha n merryl were waiting outside the studio....2 wish me luck...
i love them...they have no idea how tat little effort of theirs made me feel great....
dey hve more initiative 2 b punctual dan me...hahahahah
din get screwed 4 l8ness cuz i got in2 work the moment i went...
nervous wen we reached there....
did warm up @ ACS barker road's canteen...hahahha
it luks lyk a hawker centre...explains the many obeses guys there....hahahah
aniwes suddenly evry1 did well during performance....hahahah
n den alot of audience commented tat they were impressed wif wad a girls' sch did.. yay us...
wen it was over we went ecstatic....
did sch cheer 3 times in 15 min....
cme bck 2 sch 2 be greeted by frens...
i love them all....hahhaha
n den we got permission 2 slack frm 11.00 2 1.00pm...hahaha
had lunch...cherryl u were hilarious...
i love spastic chicken....hahahah
n den wen bck 4 el...mdm surayah din cme...
cleared the recycleables....n did compre...cldnt finish...
supposed 2 go 4 cip 2dae....bt last min change of plans so din go....
so nisha sandhya n i went 2 parkway 4 lunch...
smart ppl paradise...nisha was in constant lookout 4 reema...
nisha dun deny...
n den spent bus journey bck by exploring the topic of racism in singapore wif sandhya n disturbing sam...hahahah
slept all th way bck hme...wldnt hve woken up on time if not 4 sam's sms....thank you sam...
aniwes cme bck hme 2 sleep again...
hve not done any productuive work till now...hahahah
cnt wait 4 dep 2mrw....AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i lov dep....n there is no drama 2mrw...finally a friday off...hahahah...
ohk yup tatz all...
kay bye...
thanks 2 snadhya n nisha who made my day 2dae....n kavya hu bored me to death over the phone....hahahahha
luvya....
bye...
bobo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

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hey...u must be wondering wad is so funny...
nth.
i swear nth...just felt happy....hahahahha
ohk....i practically studied lyk a mad ass 2dae...
restained myself frm tv com gaming arcade n slacking in the void deck wif my frens....
did htl hmwrk....
tuition homework....
n studied 4 sci SPA....
i 4gt 2 bring bck my notes...textbk is useless...bt helped...
i wanna be top in class 4 sci....
its kinda impossible...im more of a writen exam person...
stacy pls help by bringing acids n alkalis remedial notes 4 me on mon...
den took a quick shower n went 4 2uition....
hve obsessed-wif- me guy story....
gotta tell my frens bout him....hahahah...he is so hot/funny/cute...
perfect combi....hahahah
not alot 2dae but some....hahahah
i need 2 learn how 2 hold romantic moments....
a) cuz...im a very not noticeable person(i think)...so its a surprise tat guys actually luk @ me...so if ani guy does i gotta grasp the moment n mke sre smeth develops out of it...
b) if i contiue 2 break out laffing evrytime a guy gives me a romantic stare...i'll nvr get married b4 i retire...
hahahahahahah....
ohk...ehm nth else lah...
i gotta go help my mum du some hse work...
n den gotta du remaining 2uition hmwrk b4 make up lsn 2mrw...missed 2 lessons...
n den gotta du 1 htl compo n all de random homeworks...
ohk...bye....
to nisha: hey...i showed mum ur pic on kavitha blog...she said u vry pretty...
u r beautiful kay nisha...
thanks 4 supporting me by readin my blog...
i think u r the oni 1....hahahahh
i love u mortal...
love guardian angel....
kay bye...
bobo!!!!!!!!!

Good Friday

hey...
to all christians....dun worry...
jesus will be bck on sunday...
cheer up!!!!!!!!:)
kay...aniwes...went 2 baby cuz hse..
he grew alot...
adorable....
went temple wif baby cuz...
sme spec prayer thing 2dae...
a gd way 2 pay bck my mum 4 nt following her the last time...
aniwes...em...he slept in the temple...
mum n aunt were praying...
so i had 2 babysit him...
i carried him the whole while wen he slept...
hahahah...he is so cute...
i was fanning him wif my hand...din help much but made a difference...
his skin is very sensitive...he shldnt sweat alot...
aniwes he is walking now...
someone has 2 hold one hand...
he can stand in his own...
he drank bubble tea...i fed him wif a bit in the end of the straw...
he liked it...it was chocolate oreo....
hahahah...
he was sad wen we left...
dun wry...i'll visit u soon...
hahahah
cme bck...sat on the comp 4 a while...
got a new monitor...its damn cool...vry big...
nt rectangular...rectangular lcds r out...its square n its huge...
it feels like the screen is as big as te wall....love it..
helped my mum wash dishes aft tat..
n den chatted wif kavya over the phone...
den wrote my monologue 4 dep....
its kinda screwed...i feel pressurised cuz drama ca is nxt wk...
ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mdm amizah indirectly rejected my prev script...
this is my 3rd draft...
hope its acceptable cuz if its nt im i cn wave bye 4 a pass in drama...
den dinner n im blogging now....wanna go n du other homework....
there is 3 compo 4 htl...stress....
bt i oni hve 2 topics...4gt 2 bring home the other one n summary psg...
gotta du it aft the weekends i guess...
aniwes no drama rehearsals 2mrw...YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dun h8 drama bt dun lyk gg bck 2 sch on sat...
kay tatz all 4 2dae...bye..
bobo

i love lala land....

hey...
sch was ohk...
nope....traumatising....
sch seems evil nowadays....wif all the meaness n stuff...
bt my guardian angel was wif me 2dae...she made me feel safe n secure...
i love her...no im nt les....
ohk...morning was ohk...realised the existence of geog hmwrk n the extinction of my geog textbk...
i 4gt 2 bring...solved tat prob by borrowing rohini's...i love her....hpe she gets well soon...
grateful for the free period 2dae....i was able 2 complete my geog hmwrk...
mre of copy nisha's....
tl...no comments...managed 2 understand the sanscrit passage tat mrs guna gave....hahahah
hirfana helped me....i lyk her...she is nice...
she is my role model fren btw....hahahah
n den aft tl...spent most of free period toking 2 mrs guna....
she is vry ambitious....i lyk her 2....
hahahah....alot of funny stuff happened wen she n stacy were away toking personal matters...
nisha n i did the giraffe lion dance....hahahah gt it frm 3/6 r 3/7 cnt remember...
n den nisha was feeling vry vulger....hirfana n i re-enacted reema n 135 story...the animated n the exaggerated version....hahahahah
den we toked abt the male rino's thing....2m!!!!!!!
mrs guna understood all the while...i thot she din
n den did cmps....n went 4 recess....ate alot....
cldnt finish my food....hahaha...
had geog aft tat....boring stuff....
n den el...factual recount ca....
very scary...did it quite well....it was a serious 1...unlike the previous 1
n den wen lyk most of us finish our paper...we were just checking n stuff....n den alex tang walked past lah...
den dis stacy wen lyk ahem so loudly....
she did tat in the morning 2...wth!?
i cnt believe she did tat...hahahh
den class went l8 4 assmbly....
amazingly assembly seemed fun 2dae....
mrs lim shared term 1 progress wif us...
we cheered wen we did better than the sec1s n dey did the sme 2...it was retarded...
hahah...den international frenship wk concert...no comments...i appreciate their effort....
den prefects came 2 tok abt making the school a better place 2 live in...
i felt optimistic 2dae tat even tat seemed interesting....
den went 4 remedial aft giving sme words of encouragement 2 kavya...nisha 2....
im nt in remedial k...nisha n i went 4 fun...we just go there 4 the notes...nisha is top in clas 4 sci n she has no reasons 2 be there...hahahah
i think remedial is more productive than class....
yup den maya kristen n fren gt detentn frm ms ngoh...4 distrupting the remedial....
den we left...i left sch wif screwed up hair...
hahahah
sandhya n i took 43 n she met her pince charming...hahahah...
it was dis vs guy...hot lah...malay....
she ended up sitting bside him...hahahah
i cn bet she had no heart 2 alight the bus....
spent the rest of the journey sending sick jokes 2 stacy n upd8ing sandhya on her prince charming...felt lyk a pimp...
aniwes....i had mre important stuff gg on wif nisha n kavya...
think its solved...its better now...
peaceful....lalalala....
aniwes good friday 2mrw...HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gg baby cuz hse....i lyk him alot...hahah
ohk bye...
bobo!!!!!!!!!!

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din post 4 mani years....hahahahaha...i last posted during the ice age....hahahahha
ohk....ehm...were du i start?
em was a hectic wk...there was st gab's ics....stacy n i gt 3rd prize.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the dancers din...bt i think its cuz the jugdes went blind wen we were dancing....
dey were gd....duh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so we bought a cake....4 dem....
aniwes tat aside....went 2 ACS barker on monday....
for drama rerhersals lah....dun think anith else...hahahah
i made an observation....almost 50% of guys under the age of 12 are obese....hahahahah
n another observation....almost 50% of guys above the age of 12 are malnutriated....hahahahha
wth!? either extremes...lol!!!!!!!!!!
n den tues had probs in sch....i behaved lyk a bitch 2 stacy....
actually the beginning was ohk...until the letter(KAVYA started it) cme in2 the story....
we wrote mean stuff on it n gave it 2 stacy....
den she vry hurt....duh!
n den 2dae she gve letter 2 evry1...thank u 4 being fren letter....
n den she nisha sandhya settled their prob...frankly speaking i dunoe were i went...
n den evry1 went kfc....wifout me...its ohk....
i went macs wif kavya...tm was boring....
i felt mean 2dae aft toking 2 stacy...more of guilty...
bt i oso feel backstabbed....
ppl hu i thot r my real frenz....contradicted my point....backstabbed so obviously
vry disturbed abt tat....
i dunoe hu 2 tok 2....mayb its yet time 2 find tat 1 person hu i cn confide my feelings wif
almost evry1 seems 2 hve a double face....
i dunoe....feel lyk crying nw....
cuz of my guilt...n cuz of double sided faces....
i dunoe lah....wad disappoints me is tat the ppl hu i did stuff 4 ditch me in juz 1 day....
its true tat gd deeds tke lng n bad deeds vry quick....
aniwes....i just read a poem tat siad tat evrydae spent with worry n hurry is lyk an unopened gift...im wasting my day
i shall stp fretting abt the past n find ways 2 improve in the future...i hve a role model fren btw...
she rawks...i gotta learn frm her...
bye...
its getting l8...gotta slp...
bobo