balls to the world...

hey..
the world is so screwed up...
everyone is so double sided...
all they can do is backstab..
to rachel: hey you seem to be coping on well with all the problems in school...you rawk!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahha..love you...bibi..ex-hubby..hahah
to refractor: you bloody bitch!!!!!!!!! i swear i have never come across such an asshole like you..
so cheap...hypocrite...not coming to school isnt going to help...because one fine day you will have to come and that will be your dooms day..i will make sure i punch you right in the nose where you bleed and die..i will make sure i come to school with the butcher's knife or something...
and to fatties: you bitch!!!!!!!!!! what a backsatbbing slut you are...i can't believe i actually trusted you once...
i mean i won't be bothered if all these people are random people...
but what hurts me the most is that i once trusted these people so much i was ready to stand up for them...
there is so much of injustice in the world..
everywhere..in every direction...
people ditching and backstabbing each other...
one side there are people ditching someone just because they feel like it..
another side people backstabbing and lying to hurt others...
its as if earth is like hell..
the meaning for hapiness has changed...
now all that matters to people is just material wealth..
they don't appreciate the people around them..
even in this ugly world there are people who are so beautiful...
its like finding gems in the rubbish bin..
and another side there is just people who act with a million and one face...
omg..i feel ashamed to call myself an inhabitant of this ugly place
we have all made god ashamed...
i promise i will take this people as a model on how not to behave and make god proud of me...
i promise i will spread love around...
and atleast make people understand what happiness really means..that it is not just about getting expensive branded goods...
there is more happiness in a pauper's hut than in a merchant's palace...
i will always show true love to people who have made me feel loved in life...
and i will always be happy...
for happiness is contagious and atleast it will take away people's mind on all their scheme plotting activities...
atleast for a while...
why can't everyone be happy?
won't the world be so beautiful..
the nature and nice people everywhere?
hirfana told me its impossible for everyone to live happily...
but i will prove her that people who encounter true love in their life can always live with others in the world...
that they can live happily..
as if there is this magical shield that covers them from the ugly and unhappy world..
and those inside that shield will only experience happiness...
i mean life is full of ups and down..
im not saying that there will only be happiness everywhere...
the kind of happiness im talking about is those that spreads the love of peace everywhere...
just try spreading peace and everything will seem beautiful...
atleast for once...
bobo.

and so i sit there waiting to spread joy and beauty everywhere the eyes can see.