Peace

hey...
i should really kill myself
i mean i don't deserve a blog...no i don't.
i can't blog about interesting stuff because MCQ: a) my life is monotonous. b) i can't type interesting things. c) i just don't deserve a blog.
pls chose the most appropriate answer and shade the correct circle in the OAS answer sheet..
hahah...lame!
hahah..that reminds me of friday...
Amanda kept on saying 'lame shitz lah you' for everything that i was blabbering out of hunger..
school was ok on friday...got back science maths and english results..
not very impressive..
there was this girl who came to my class to remind me to clear the recycleables by tuesday..
i had just finished changing into drama clothes..
'can i see the environmentalist rep?' she asks the class..
i walk out in my drama tee and fbts and she goes like 'you?!'!!!!!!!
i mean don't i look like an environmentalist rep?
and no thank you i don't need your answer
stacy had cramps..she had to miss DEP because of that..her cramps i mean...
DEP was fun...as usual..
had lunch with seniors before drama started...
umairah was practically crying to go to videworld for lunch...
had dispute to make her understand that we cant go out and have a decent meal in that 5 minutes we had...
talk was about the new instructor coming in to take us..
went like 15 minutes late and so new instructor already started on with warm ups...
amanda disclosed that Mr Matt was getting fired!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
the new guy was terrible...
he did slow warm up for 1hr15min...
that session was the worst drama session i ever had in my life...
dude asked me to get out of lesson because i couldn't hold my breath for his amazingly long 8 counts...
one of the warm ups: 'shake your wrist and slowly your elbow and shoulders and shake your chests'!!!!!
WTH!!!!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!!
Ms Izrina somehow found out that we were unhappy with him...
after he was gone she said 'teachers are not blind...don't worry Mr Matt is still on hold'
he better be..im quitting drama if this dude is going to take us...
had dinch(between lunch and dinner) in videoworld...
went hooga..maya christine and amanda's company is nice...
socialised with friends of maya amanda and christine...they were fun..
had to go TJC for drama night...
supposed to go with riny ainn and zahwah beacause we didn't know how to go TJC by bus
but they ran off without us..
depressing thoughts...
6.15: acted smart by going to bus stop to figure out where to alight from the bus..
15 minutes later aka 6.30: 'i just took a picture of the sunset while you were still figuring out how to go TJ', exclaims Amanda...
6.32: realised we will never reach there on time if we trusted SBS...
6.33: counted how much cash we had in all and decided to take a cab...
6.35: embarassed ourselves infront of seniors by flagging for a cab in the bus stop..
6.36: let 3 taxis pass because they didn't stop in the bus stop...
6.50:finally reached TJ like really early that no other TKGians were there..
there was a double decker which was the students' lounge...
amanda barged into it as if it was her ouse...
came down to report that it was fun...apparently...
and then people started coming in and we went for the show...
it was in a black box...like cheesboy
damn nice...2 plays....
my whole family came to fetch me back beacuse they were bored at home...
im proud of them..
yah...
and saturday was just slacking and tuition..
sat beside this sick girl and went home sneezing all the way...
btw, the weekends have been peaceful...
finally..something that i was unable to experience the whole of the school week..
but im still spreading the joy..
and the peace...
to refactor: im still waiting for you for the one opportunity to punch you.
saw the picture that was taken in Hirfana's birthday party...
the the five good friends...
it looked nice without me in it...
is that what you wanted?
for me to be insulted and hurt by your acts
and those who had been aquaintances to the act then should be feeling guilty now.
but whatever it is, you have achieved what you wanted for i did feel a pang inside me when i saw the picture.
depressed
bobo.


I know that the people around me are there for who I am
and not who I chose to be like