sweet dreams

hey...
im back
i know im blogging like some thousand centuries later but im back
so actually...i was blogging yesterday
a very very very long post and it was about to be completed
but me being myself, closed it accidently in haste.
so i am re-posting whatever I can remember from yesterday.
lol!
anyways while i was absent from my blog, alot had happened.
Maybe i was too caught up with all those stuff that i didnt blog
exams was one of the reasons
i really need the marks for my science and maths.
screw science...seriously
bio is very dfficult for me...
but im not giving up!
I am going to try harder for FYEs
it seems as though it was just yesterday i was purchasing books for sec2.
and so fast three whole terms had flown past.
in this three terms i have learnt to appreciate my family, be more serious about my work, have a good target in life, acquired so much of new friend s and most importantly learnt to love my friends for how imperfectly perfect they are.
so "Do you have talent" competition was over on friday.
2e5 didnt win anything but the bonds we have forged with other off-key members was great
love you off-key!
and we had wonderful supporters to make us feel as if we were the best
so it doesnt matter if you dont win anything as long as you know you have given your all.
we should really start a band...a teenage local band.
maybe Off-key should perform for teachers' day or something...if there is going to be a concert
that way, we can establish ourself in the school level
but I screwed up.
screwed up the whole group's efforts.
i was so nervous...suddenly
and i am a hundred times sure i heard my voice shiver when i had to hold on to long notes.
balls to myself
this has never hapened before.
I have been performing a million times since the age of 7.
why suddenly?
no idea.
but this is not the end baby!
'cos im going to try harder and sing better.
the next time i get on stage to sing im going to make you guys say "WOW"
hahah
no you are not bringing me down.
neither is the way you sneer everytime i sing.
your fake smile plastered onto your face gives it all away.
its not my fault the class doesn't know of your "talents"
nor is it mine that you never took a chance to display your talents properly other than trying to seek attention when others are practicing.
whatever lah!
anyways, went to bugis after national day celebrations on friday.
it was freaking fun.
the BFFs!
we were sitting in the opposite side of the bus stop without realising we were on the wrong side for practically 20minutes.
until nisha pointed it out.
and then we dashed across.
lol
apparently nisha has never dashed across the road before.
no worries.
we had successfully managed to teach her on of the thrills in life-dashing across the road when there is heavy traffic.
hahahah
and then we ate cheap food...
ohk macs isnt exactly cheap.
and then we walked past a transvestite.
we stared so hardly that she turned to stare at us too...
OMG!
and then we went to bugis junction.
planned to watch a movie...but the movies now arent really that watchable.
is up nice?
Nisha thought it was lame so nobody watched it.
and then went shopping.
finally got so tired that we decided to sit down on of the stairs in bugis junction and slacked.
camwhored there.
lol!
so kavya can make people die by her stupidity.
i mean wth?????
so and then went back home...
it was super fun.
just that it would have been more fun if we werent that tired.
all the food...lol
anyways HAPPY NAIONAL DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohk lol
lets all watch the ndp today.
btw im getting a piercing soon..probably this week!
yay!
:D
loving everyone
bavithra

"lost in a fairytale
can you hold my hand and be my guide?

missing you...

hey...
ohk im missing nisha like shit
sad....
nvm...she is going to be back...
have a safe journey nisha
she said she will email me...i reckon she hasn't got hold of a computer
or maybe she is too sad about her grandma...don't be sad nisha
ohk...yah...
em i really should not be doing this...as in blogging
i have a test coming up...and its what 40%?
balls
ohk...so i have gotta go and study for it...
its maths!!!!!
why maths?
why can't it be science?
oh...that isn't any better either...
i don' understand what the teacher is talking about...most of it i do..
but i don't see the link...
how shall i put it? well let's just say i don't see how it relates to me and my life
i have managed to scrap through first week of school
but im feeling very tired...
tired of people who just want to make life terrible for others
people who can't have any good intentions in their mind
people who always have fake smiles even though you are true to them
i mean come on....friendship is really simple
you click with someone and you become friends.
if you don't like a person you don't talk to them...that is all
there is no need for retribution revenge and insults...
it is really this simple...like in primary school
you don't pull away people you like because they are closer to people you don't like
if they like you they will be closer to you...
friendship is about being there for your friends when you need them and experiencing ups and downs together...
we had practically a week with them without you...
it wont take us much time to tell them what shits you have done
but we didnt...we like them for who they are and we won't do the cheap stuff that you do...
like pulling them towards us and all
and i promise they wont talk to you anymore...
but that's not what you do...
you like someone for who they are...
we like them but we dont go around gossiping about you....
but look at you...just what do you?
tell them bad stuf so that they won't talk to us...
but according to them we haven't done anything bad to them so they talk us when you are not there....
they talk to you only probably because they don't want to hurt you...
anyways...everyone has brains and the bad person never wins...
they are nice people...
they won't stand you for long
you should think why some friends just last...
because their friendship is very simple...
but its true...
they are there for each other and that is all that matters....
learn from them...
maybe you should just stop and think how many people hate you
and what pathetic things you do to make yourself seem competible...
hahah
you should really laugh at yourself
ohk...em my baby cousin came over
he is sleeping now...he looks like an angel
ohk...gotta study
bye...
love nisha stacy...
kavya are you having some minimal contact with me or anything?
bobo

around the corner i have a friend
in this great city that has no end.

tote or sling bag?

hey!
i know im blogging after like some one week later...
hahah...didn't feel like blogging when i didnt have enough things to say...
i never do...hahah
btw these national day people are so retarded...
there we have people who are studying so hard and doing all sorts of researches to get the Phd...
but our own national day baggers (bag people)...they did a research on which type of bag was the most popular...hahahah a big L to them
a fun bag it seems...hahah
btw stacy called me up to ask about homework
what was she thinking???
no one in their right minds will do such a thing..but she did
but still thanks lah...'cos i dint know there was english homework...hahah
have not done alot of homework yet...
i am relying on the swine flu holiday...if we have...
it will be much of a help...hahhah
btw kavya im freaking pissed with you for chosing that blogskin
seriously man!
ohk womnan!
his face is all glossy and shiny...isnt there even one where he is with his normal face?
i mean robert pattinson is hot by himself....like a walking flame with human features
nvm its your blog
and yah...i went out with my baby cousin today!
i love him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and did shopping with him...hahhahahah
my mum entrusted him with a bracelet in a box worth 40 bucks!
so that he will not cry...and guess what he did?
put in his mouth....!!!!!!!
wth!
what in the world was he thinking??????
and he saliva dripping down from the box/mouth...
it was vair vair amusant
hahhah
and yah...
oh, i realised something too...
you cant go to restaurants with babies...
trust me...you cant
be it a higher end hotel or just some hawker centre near your house...just DONT
i mean suddenly there are babies everywhere...and they all behave the same...
they want it and that is it...
it is tres tres marde
anyways...my brother is being serious about his psle...ish
finally 'cos its time he did
but he doesnt have to worry...
i mean he is like some national athlete and has schools offering him seats...just like that
but look at me?
i slogged(not) all year long to score something good(not) and i end up in a good school(not)
hahahah
ohk TKGS is not that bad...i like it
btw to kavya: hey you cant escape 'cos im still waiting for your reply to the last sms that i sent you...hahahah we'll see if you can reply
lol..so yah
set my badminton inferno flaming today...hey im not that bad at it after all...
try me if you can...!
does that sound sick?
i guess not...
yup...so im like freaking bored...
hoping that my friend also namely nisha baskar would call me up and finally disclose that whatever stuff she almost said out the last time...
to nisha B.: tell me lah...vair vair curious...
i have totally no pridenosity
is there some sort of saying that goes all like'curiousity killed the cat'
and did i spell curiousity wrongly?
well you know what?
i don't care
'cos neither am i a cat..nor am i curious...yes im not
you don't have to tell me if you don't want to
nisha not telling me her secret is not going to spoil my mood...'cos i am on my way to lala land
i just got my ticket to the luuurve planet!
yeah baby!
im not sad over what happened the last time...
maybe you werent even worth being sad about...
but whatever it is...i LOVE everybody and i am HAPPY about that!!!!!!
bobo.

keep it cool
what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but its alright
im alright
just dance

to forget or regret?

hey!
hahah...went to baby cousin's house...was his birthday on wednesday
hahah...and then stayed over.
he is adorable...another person in the world to show love.
i just realised that the longer we live we have more people to show love on...that is cool right?
ohk so em...nothing else interesting lah!
i am missing alot of people right now...all 'cos of school holidays.
em...yah hahah
im sick and tired of haha-ing when i don't feel like it...
maybe its time i try to put myself first instead of trying to make the people i know happy...
it never pays off...
'cos in the end all they are going to is just forget your existence...
or hurt you so much that you feel sick and tired of being nice to others...
i hate you...very much...
go away...you have disappointed me and that is the last straw...
do you even care that there was someone who felt hurt by your actions?
of course you don't 'cos for all you care you will come across another million girls...
why did i even had to see you in the first place?
i will have been way better off without getting to know you in the first place...
again im sick of all these...
just when i was about to feel good about your company, you do such a thing...
i can only blame myself...its my fault...
i should not have had high expectations about this...
tres tres marde
go away...you are not in my life anymore...
don't want to look at you anymore...
bobo.

And now at last all the pictures have been burned
And all the past, is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us

grey cloth, grey skies and grey underwear

hey..
yah i wrote that title on my own will..
hey but that doesn't mean im wearing grey underwear..i doubt you will want to know..haha
anyways..em..have you heard of the vacum joke? well...IT SUCKS!
get the joke? vair vair amusant. you will if you are smart..hahah..if you are those patheticos who didn't ask me yeah?
well..yah..look i really don't know what to blog about..nothing is happening you know...well actually quite alot but they can't be publicised..haha
ohk..em STACY IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! welcome to the land of crap!
haha..yah..i went to the library yesterday :D..
i borrowed a book! yeah..but i went around the library in search of vampire novels..couldn't find any..
i would have been able to if my parents had bothered to bring me to the library more often than they brought me to other places when I was young..but i don't have to worry..
of course stacy will help me borrow a perfect novel with alot of "spice" inside...hahah know what i mean? yeah!
hahah..went little india to buy cloth for art..don't ask me why i went there..sandhya was the one who said i can get cheap cloth there...
haha..it was cheap..
ohk and then em..i gotta start on my homework you understand!?
im going to do all my homeworks properly and on time from term 3..i promise on nisha.. i have done that like 4 times..its a wonder nisha is still healthy..hahah..jkjk
i cross my fingers everytime i make that promise..that explains her still alive body (odour)..haha..jkjk
to nisha: look nisha..i am trying to blog..im not a novelist and i don't have things happening in my life..so i can only blog when there i enough to blog about...
i mean i can't have a post daily on my daily routine right?
ohk i just got an idea..a synopsis on my next post:
9.00am: wake up
9.30am: slack
9.45am: drink water
hahah..ohk ohk i'll stop..lol!
yah..ohk to kavya: hey..dude..seriously stop bothering me with facts that you love physics yet you love bio and alex tang being a mad rocket scientist..cos'...
I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yah..look i have better things to think about and better people to think about. ohk?
yah..
ohk look i really have to go..and do homewrok!
im proud of myself..
hey..geog workbook must do exercise 6.what?
and research on mandarin bay and what?
someone please bother to answer my cries of plea..not!
bobo.

the ocean may be bigger than the sea
but the water is the same.

Holidays are here baby!!!!!!!!!

hey..

finally im updating..hahah

after like a whole week..back by popular demand i guess?

anyways..em..holidays have started..and im starting to get bored..

seriously i never do my homework..so its counted as I have nothing to do...

a piece of realisation: suddenly everyone has a blogshop..why???

is it because of the recession?

So all the lazy dudes who are slacking and rolling around in your parents money..GET YOUR ASS MOVING!!!!!!!!

share the load..yeah...

well..got back results...

i think i faired well..A2 for overall...

but not enough..gotta try harder..

im going to use up the holidays and work on my maths..

seriously...i have no idea what else to do...

i go for tuition, i do 1001 assessments..

but i just cant score...*frustrated*

as usual my father was not impressed...y? he wasn't even happy..

can't be bothered...

to dad: please lah! If you can't be atleast a bit happy with what I score, you must have done some genetic modification to me so that I end up going to some RGS..or better still..no need to do secondary course..go jc straight..ip -1..

so yah..facebook has been my only source of entertainment for the past 3 days..

oh! Class Chalet!!!!!

was bloody balls fun!!!!!!!

hahah...

took loads of pictures in the beach..and near the barbeque pit..

hahah..sang halo like what 3 times?

Nisha wore a mini skirt...hahha...to a chalet..lol!

to nisha: facebook isn't only for bad people...its very fun..
with all the quizzes..you will love it...

btw, my facebook profile picture is the three of us in the beach! :D

yup..so that is all...nothing interesting...

oh...i have realised that i have taken a liking towards taking pictures..

like alot of them..

especially really crazy ones...

hahah..

btw, i have no idea if i should tke guitar classes...

because right now, i need to put in all the time and effort i have to improve my maths...

make sure i get an A1 for final years...so spending time in guitar won't really be that productive..

but if i pursue it next year..i'll be too old to learn..

15 years old and just beginning guitar????

WHat do I DO?????????????

anyways i gotta go..

shopping!!!!!!!!!!! Im getting new shoes!

hahah..

im missing school very badly...
and i dreamt of stacy and me last night...in my primary school..
stacy was wearing my primary school uniform..
it was weird..but very realistic..
and i got reminded of sarmila...
miss her loads..
to all the people out there: don't lose contact with a friend..cos' if you do, then its difficult to get it back..
a friend gone with the win...just like that.
bye

bobo.



Don't walk behind me

for I can't lead

Don't walk infront me

for I can't follow

But walk beside me

for I'll be there to share your happiness and worries

as a friend.

A average

hey...
omg i feel so accomplished can?
i got an A average...AHHHHHHHHHHh..according to what i calculated...
ecstatic!!!!
thank you ms della 4 giving me A2 for art despite the fact that my work was an eye sore to you...haha
science was fun... i like ms ngo..too bad she is gg away...
and than maths was normal..mdm surayah talked for half an hour of the lesson...
lit was boring..i dun like lit...
BUT for the first time ever in this year...i took down notes..OMG!!!!!!!!
such an achievement..hahah...
Art was fun..for the first time ever art was fun...
but frankly speaking...group work is nothing but TROUBLE.
its just difficult for everyone to be pleased with something...
and if that happens the easiest way to solve the problem is to tell; out what you think frankly...
at least we will know what you are thinking right?
i agree i took up the leading job on my own accord..so that we won't lose out...
and that doesn't mean i will eat you up if you tell me if you are unhappy with something or if you don't wanna do something...
i am just going to get you to do something else that you are interested..
nvm...and then apparently some dudette has HINI in Singapore...
she better be well quarantined...
scarely she come near TKGS then we all die ah?
OMG!!!!!!!
btw em...i miss my CmPS file...
we never cared about it when we had it with us all the while...
and now after struggling for 2 terms to produce something good...it feels very insecure t just pass it up just like that...
as in i just miss my file alot.
and then DEP was fun...a very ridiculous script indeed..hahah
there is drama tomorrow and CIP...which one should i go for?????????
im in a dilemma!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohk...and then to stacy: Dude i hope you are not pissed with me for saying that you have no life...sorry lah...
i will bring fruitplus for you tomorrow...
hahh
and yah..that was all for today...
my life is monotonous...
but somewhat im feeling peaceful and satisfied...
to know that my life is going the right way..
as in my studies is good..im making my parents proud of me..
and most importantly i have the right friends around me...
as in it seems like this is what it was meant to be like...
as if all the fights and quarrels was meant to bring us to where we are now...
im so glad to have such friends..
and most importantly i have to treasure them when they are there..
just few more months away and we can't have the chat session before assembly...
whispering during lessons...
teasing teachers without them knowing...
just being there for each other...the feeling of knowing that you're friends are always there for you...
what is depressing is that it was not this good last year...but now when everything is perfect when everyone knows who is their true friend and most importantly when we are all bonded as a class we have to beprepared to be separated...
i love 2e5...
i think no one is as bonded as we are...
go 2e5..WE RAWK!!!!!!!!
bobo.

i am here to tell you everything i wanted to all this while,
but you are already walking away
somewhere far.