missing you...

hey...
ohk im missing nisha like shit
sad....
nvm...she is going to be back...
have a safe journey nisha
she said she will email me...i reckon she hasn't got hold of a computer
or maybe she is too sad about her grandma...don't be sad nisha
ohk...yah...
em i really should not be doing this...as in blogging
i have a test coming up...and its what 40%?
balls
ohk...so i have gotta go and study for it...
its maths!!!!!
why maths?
why can't it be science?
oh...that isn't any better either...
i don' understand what the teacher is talking about...most of it i do..
but i don't see the link...
how shall i put it? well let's just say i don't see how it relates to me and my life
i have managed to scrap through first week of school
but im feeling very tired...
tired of people who just want to make life terrible for others
people who can't have any good intentions in their mind
people who always have fake smiles even though you are true to them
i mean come on....friendship is really simple
you click with someone and you become friends.
if you don't like a person you don't talk to them...that is all
there is no need for retribution revenge and insults...
it is really this simple...like in primary school
you don't pull away people you like because they are closer to people you don't like
if they like you they will be closer to you...
friendship is about being there for your friends when you need them and experiencing ups and downs together...
we had practically a week with them without you...
it wont take us much time to tell them what shits you have done
but we didnt...we like them for who they are and we won't do the cheap stuff that you do...
like pulling them towards us and all
and i promise they wont talk to you anymore...
but that's not what you do...
you like someone for who they are...
we like them but we dont go around gossiping about you....
but look at you...just what do you?
tell them bad stuf so that they won't talk to us...
but according to them we haven't done anything bad to them so they talk us when you are not there....
they talk to you only probably because they don't want to hurt you...
anyways...everyone has brains and the bad person never wins...
they are nice people...
they won't stand you for long
you should think why some friends just last...
because their friendship is very simple...
but its true...
they are there for each other and that is all that matters....
learn from them...
maybe you should just stop and think how many people hate you
and what pathetic things you do to make yourself seem competible...
hahah
you should really laugh at yourself
ohk...em my baby cousin came over
he is sleeping now...he looks like an angel
ohk...gotta study
bye...
love nisha stacy...
kavya are you having some minimal contact with me or anything?
bobo

around the corner i have a friend
in this great city that has no end.