Wednesday....

hey....i noe i din post yest....
no time....wadeva...
aniwes wednesdaes r special 2 me...i kinda luk 4ward 2 it....
its the middle of the week n its always very exiciting....
nth special yest....dance grp had probs....
tried 2 solve...bt i shldnt....cuz a)im not in the dance and b) i dun wan ppl calling me bitch cuz im speaking out wad i think....
aniwes....stacy and i hve stilll not decided on our song....screwed....
kavya is doing big help...thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bt we still hve not decided....i think we shld just du pesukiren....even guna thinks we r doing tat well...
we missed lit cuz we were toking 2 guna....so fun!!!!!!!
aniwes she brought us 2 lunch....hahahah....im greatful 4 tat....
speech and prize giving day was boring....sometimes adults derive plesure from screwed up stuff....
feel vry bad 4 nt keeping up with math n cmps....gtta du smeth bout it....
salimah is my role model...she is getting an award 2....most deserving student...
she's in vjc...8 distinctions....cn u believe it!?
so cool....i think vaish will get tat award 2....in the future....
hahahaha....she is damn cool 2.....
aniwes it was shocking news 4 me....stacy has decided 2 join dance.....
tat means i cnt sing....wth!?
i feel so dependant on others....why cant i stand on my own feet?
why am i so useless....i dun think i even matter 2 be thought abt....
mayb all i am 2 others is just a joker who will entertain u wen u r bored....
if tatz wad u think bout me u r wrng...cuz apparently a joker lyk me appears 2 have feelings too.....pissed off....
even though guna might have said ohk....stacy u gtta noe tat she dsnt even noe details bout the ics....according 2 her...anith is possible....bt the real world isnt lyk tat....i think u shld just tell nava bout ur change of plans....cuz even if u tell guna finally it will go 2 nava....
so instead of getting happy then disappointed in case its not possible....u shld just c the rightful person regarding this matter....
aniwes i noe i hve no rights 2 tell u....sorry...just thot i could tell u...if u consider me as a friend who is worth listening too....
i think living by urself n making the ppl around u happy is the best....
bt sometimes u just cant pls evry1 n wen u start 2 show favouratism u just feel lyk killing urself....
wadeva....
free periods 2mrw....lukin 4ward 2 it....
bye...
bobo